nasib

ya allah.

sampai macam tu sekali.

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maaflah kalau aku dh sakitkan hati kau. aku xpernah kacau hidup kau. kau xpuas hati ngan aku, marah. sebab aku in a relationship dengan orang yang kau suka. kalau ye pun kau marah, janganlah sampai hina aku camtu. tak puas hati cakap depan2. kau suka dia? nape kau tak terus terang. sekarang dh kantoi kau suka die. malu lah wei. nk cakap tak matured, kau tua dari aku. mentang-mentang kau rasa kau lawa, hebat dari aku, kau boleh cakap macam tu. tolonglah.. aku xnak la buat status kat facebook, balas balik statement kau. kan kontroversi plak. ayat aku kalau dah terlebih emosional, power skit. be professional. tapi aku terluah jgk kat cni.

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thanks to you sebab bg aku semangat balik. yeah. pedulikan cakap2 orang. ni risiko yang perlu ditanggung. aku syukur je..

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kepada yang kutuk-kutuk aku tu, terima kasih la.. alhamdulillah.

p/s: feeling down to earth.

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bittersweetsour

i think i love YOU. yes. its YOU.

i miss YOU. everyday, minutes and seconds.

i'm crazy. crazy of YOU.

when i miss you, i will read your text. again and again.

never get bored seeing your lovely face.

now i'm thinking of YOU. have YOU eat? what are YOU doing? do YOU think of me? where are YOU? are YOU okay?

LOVE

you're in my mind. only YOU.

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game dulu-dulu

aku lahir tahun 1992. zaman tu agak retro la jgk lagi.. time korang budak-budak dulu, ape yg korang main dgn kengkawan? haa, ingat lagi tak?

tetttt...!

aku ingat. disebabkan aku pompuan, dan aku sorg je pompuan dlm adik b

radik aku, aku men je ape yg bebudak laki dan pompuan main. kire 2 in 1 lah. men tembak-tembak, askar, polis, pondok-pondok, masak-masak sume aku da main.

time aku kecik2 dulu, besfren aku laki.. name kimi. kawan ngn die smpai um

or 5 thn, pastu die pindah johor.. aku celik mata je pagi2 nk g tadika tu, mandi2 pastu trs gi umah die. dekat jer, selang 2 buah rumah.. ktorg gi tadika same2.. mak die htr naik motor, rempitt... haha. aku slalu main kat umah die, sepah2kn barang mainan, pastu lari men kt len. nnt adela kakak2 die marah.. pesen budak2 cmtu la kan..

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masuk darjah 1, aku da start kawan ngn pompuan.. ema, fatin, farah.. tp tau2 jelah, kain ngn pompuan ni ktorg slalu gaduh.. ntah ape pasal aku lupa.. pergi skolah pon same2. mak kitorg gilir2 hantar tiap2 hr.. ema duk dpn umah aku, fatin ngn farah blkg skit.. jerit2 kt pintu je klau nk cakap.

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main basikal same2, tgk movie..mase tu pakai video tape. vcd dh ade tp kirenye kaya lah sape ade mse tu. ingat lagi mase tu kitorg tengok cite anaconda..ala yg jennifer lopez berlakon tu. femes cite tu mase tu. kitorg tgk 2-3 kali sehari. xpuas2..haha. video game ade gak, tp yg jeni

s lame tu la.. lbh kurang cmni. xde lg playstation, x-box, wii sume2 tu..

bebudak hari ni bangge betul dgn ps2, psp, x-box, nintendo. duk berjam2 dpn tv tu.. aduhaii, aku tak nampak pon tang manr yg best sgt. tekan2 button kat joy

stick. ape yg bestnye?

kekadang aku rasa teknologi game hari ni tak bape nk blh pakai ah.

dek terlalu asyik ngadap game tv tu sampai jarang kuar rumah. tak

men ngan kengkawan. ter bermersa-mesra ngan org sekeliling. alangkah tak fun nye idop camtu. esok2 bile dh tua, xde mende nak cite kat anak. tak kan nak cakap, " dulu ayah kecik2 main ps2. seronok..!"

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kalau kat skolah, ade jgk bende yg kitorg main. bingo lah, kuiz2 lah, macam2. buku petak kecik matematik tu kiorg wat main sambung2 titik. xtau lah korg pnggil ape. main 2-3 org guna pen dakwat kaler len2... pastu gilir2 letak satu titik. sape dapat sambung sume titik dakwat yg same tu kira dapat point lah.. korg tau kot. xreti aku nk describe cmner..

haa.. google2 jumpe gambar ni..

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Sebab kenape perempuan tu masih single?

Masih igt x perkataan mimpi?

Pastu masih igt x first anda masuk darjah 1?

xigt sume tu?? xpe..ia xde kaitan pn dgn entry ni..haha

ha

Tp yg pntg meh cni, buka mukasurat 71288, translatekn ayat tu ke bahasa Togo..

Cuba tgk sekeliling kita. Nampak ape? tiang letrik? kedai makan? dinding?bkn tu maksud aku. haha. Cuba tgk kawan2 korg? ape status mereka? "mlm ni panasla...".. ni status facebook.bkn ni yg aku maksudkan.

mesti ada yg da kapel, tunang or kawen kan? ble kite tgk skali imbas (jgn imbas 14 kali plk,skali dh la) kite akn trpikir, bile la aku nk bhagia cmtu jgk kan? ni bg yg xde pasangn la.. aku yakin, kite sume tgh mencari. mencari ape? bkn mencari charger henfon mahup

un remote tv tp mrncari pasangan hidup yg terbaik utk menjalani hidup bersama kita slamanye. e. ayat aku ada unsur personifikasi sket.

Jadi, aku nk buat sket kesimpulan knp 'girl' itu masih lg single :

1) Mungkin kerana die rase die blm ckp bersedia. Mybe umor die 45 or 58 thn baru die btl2 ready. Baru nk adjust pakwe,komen2 dlm fb. haha

2) Gadis tu rase yg lelaki ni sgt2 x blh dprcayai. tu lah, byk sgt tgk drama2 karut kat tv. Len kali tgk r BULETIN UTAMA.

3) Kadang2, ada gadis yg ske jual mahal. die rase die sgt HOT smpai klu ad org nk ckp ngn die, kne pkai topeng amuk. Gadis2 ni klu trs brterusan cmni, mmg xkn ade org minat r apetah lg nk ajak gi main badminton. haha

4) Selain tu, gadis2 ni masih kekal single sbb nk kn kebebasan mcm burung unta bermain bola di padang pasir! Die lbh sygkan gelaran single 2, sbb die beba

s walaupun nk lwn gusti dgn The Rock. huh..

5) Ade jgk gadis yg masih single sbb terlalu x menghiraukan perasaan diri sendiri. Die x rasekn ape2 kcuali nk keje, mkn, tido. Tp skali skali mgkn die rse nk main pes ataupun plant vs zombie kot..haha. tdk berkait kn?

6) Perempuan ni mmg sukar diduga. Kdg2 gembira, kdg2 sedih. Dia lbh suka berahsia dan simpan dlm hati. Kalau kau prasan, point ni xde kena mngena ngn tajuk.

7) Last skali, aku rasa r, ia juga mungkin sekadar perasaan aku. Dan, mungkin aku slh point ni? haaaa

Secara keseluruhannya, point2 aku ni mungkin sekadar anggapan aku je..Dan kalau slh tu, silalah betulkan ye cik adik : )

oh gadis. renungan matamu blh buat api menyala dgn tiba2...

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ALL WITH LOVE.

Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang.

The best place ever for me.

There's my life goes on in 1 year.

SHORT but MEANINGFUL.

I've enjoy myself there.

With great FRIENDS : )

- AMIL - ALIAS - AL HAFIZI - SYUKRAN - SYED - HELMY - BURN - AZWAN - SOLIHIN -

NURUL - MIZAH - LINDA - NISAH - IZZAH - ITA - ROS - ZARITH - LEE - SOLIHAH - MAS - AJEERAH -

3F18 2010/2011

so, here's some pics...

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VERSUS

sayang | benci

hidup | mati

kaya | miskin

baik | jahat

baru | lama

putih | hitam

cantik | hodoh

tinggi | rendah

kuat | lemah

tarik | tolak

pejam | celik

pandai | bodoh

sihat | sakit

banyak | sikit

dekat | jauh

luar | dalam

berjaya | gagal

positif | negatif

lembut | keras

zahir | batin

alim | jahil

manis | masam

cepat | lambat

naik | turun

buka | tutup

sunyi | bising

betul | salah

puji | kutuk

berani | takut

gembira | sedih

dalam | cetek

kenyang | lapar

penuh | kosong

terus | belok

besar | kecil

muda | tua

celik | buta

terang | gelap

datang | pergi

aktif | pasif

semua benda diciptakan berpasangan. begitu jugak manusia : )

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Lawak Lawak NY

Memang dah tuah Ajoi, dia memasuki pertandingan teka kacang dan mendapat tempat pertama yang hadiahnya ialah melancong ke New York.

Maka Ajoi pun pergi ke New York bersendirian kerana pakej percuma tu hanya untuk seorang saja.

Selepas tiga jam jalan-jalan di bandaraya NY, Ajoi mula haus dan masuk di sebuah bar di sana.

Oleh kerana hanya biasa minum di warung kopi dan memang tak pernah masuk bar, dia tak tahu nak order air apa.


Dia melihat seorang pemuda Mat Salleh dan mendengar pesanan mamat tu..

“Jack Daniels, single.”

Kemudian bartender memberikan segelas minuman.

Tak lama lepas tu, datang lagi pemuda lain:

“Johnny Walker, single.”

Bar tender pun memberikan segelas minuman.

Ohh senang jer, bisik Ajoi.

Maka dengan confident giler, Ajoi mendekati bartender dan berkata:

“Ajoi bin Tahir, married!”

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Airplane

End of matriculation programme. : )

No regrets at all..

Happy, although i have to be apart from my frens there.

back to my bisness.

Dalam masa setahun belajar kat KMPh, baru sekali aku balik rumah & kolej naik bas.

Dan masa tu lah cuti terakhir sblm study week. siot. Aku xpernah naik bas,and finally dapat jgk naik bas. haha. tragis gila. baru aku rasa masa tu, best ape balik naik bas! rugi kot sebelum tu xpernah naik bas.

Tadi aku pergi stesen bas, nampak la ramai org kat sane. mostly student uitm dungun. kan dh start cuti sem ni. so, aku duduk la kat tepi kereta, tgk gelagat dorg. dan..aku teringin sangat nak rasa naik bas same2 dgn kawan2, malam2. haha... pastu, aku dah mula berangan ni nak dapat u yg jauh2 skit. skit dh la, xnk jauh sgtt.. at least i can travel myself alone, be independent. because i'm not a small kid anymore. : )

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huarghhh...

Reblog and BOLD what applies to you.

My Personality :

I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily


My Appearance :

I wear makeup - not every day
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times
I wear contacts (for eyesight not colour)
I wear glasses
I have/had braces
I change my hair color often
I straighten my hair often
I have piercings
I have small feet


Relationships :

I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushing
I’m in love
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me, at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight


Friendships :

I have a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend - but are they ever “serious” when it’s between girls? I don’t know what this means haha.
I can trust at least five people with my life


Experiences :

I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school bus
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve been in some sort of club
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight


Music :

I listen to R&B
I listen to country
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I buy CDs


Television :

I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
I watch soap operas daily
I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
I’ve seen and liked The OC
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
I’ve seen and liked Popular
I’ve seen and liked 24
I’ve seen and liked CSI
I’ve seen and liked Everwood


Family Life :

I get along with both of my parents
I have at least one brother
I have at least one sister
I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of my house
I’ve ran away from home (not properly)
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
I don’t live with my parents
Parents are screwed up and gone


Hair :

I’ve been brown
I’ve had streaks
I’ve cut my hair in the past year (like…at the hairdresser)
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used Silk Therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve ironed my hair
I’ve braided my hair


School :

I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed Art
I’ve failed PE
I’ve failed Math
I’ve failed Science
I’ve failed another class
A teacher has called my parents





thats all...hehe. whats yours..??

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noob

0259 am yaww..
kan bagus kalau study masa ni,bukan mengadap skrin ni je dr td.. oh ye,esok cuti..dah tuu,lusa exam lagi derr...

macam gambang je kau rilex tak study, wow budjet kau bijak ke makcik... aiyaiayaii..
bukan ape,tak ada feel lagi nk study chemistry n maths.. toingtoingtoingg....ahha,sebab semangat tu dah terlebih bg kat physics.. wellwellwell...nk score subjek fizik la kunun kununnye nih...nnt kimia ntah ke mane, maths ke mane mane...

macam mana nak jadi pandai macam orang yang pandai pandai tu eehh??

jeles ah seyh...

btw, result en.MUET yg ditakuti sgt2 ari tu dh kuar pon... alhamdulillah, ok lah bg org yang xterer english mcm sy kowt..heheh

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zoom in kalau nk tengok dengan terang lagi bersuluh..

congrats to all of my fren yg dpt result cemerlang gemilang terbilang : )

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