I was told that the truth hurts, but it cures. I’d like to believe that. But this cold hard truth has been aching me more than I thought it would have. I constantly feel this stabbed feeling in my heart, and I doubt that it would be vanished anytime soon. If I continue to believe that I am weak, that I was never cut out for major life-changing challenges, that hiding my problems would actually help- then I guess I would never be cured.
Maybe I have been living in a dream for too long. Maybe it is finally time for a hint of reality to kick in.